I Stayed Anyway, Just In Case7:19 PM
I am in a state of all sorts of emotions ranging from confusion to depression. If there was a word to substitute depression, trust me, I'd use it. Depression is such a.. faggy word cause even 12 year olds use em. I feel like I don't have the willpower to stay alive. Why the fuck am I so emotional? Frankly, I am blank myself. I don't know the exact reason to why I've been feeling like this, but there are many contributing factors.
I wonder, do people build you up just to watch you crumble back down? Cause like it or not, we don't stay at the top forever. We spend most of our time climbing our way up and try to cast away all the obstacles that barge in. And these people who help you climb up, I mean, it's not like they're going to be sticking around forever. Truth is, everybody leaves. The ones you thought were gonna hold your hair back when you vomit on your wedding day, the ones who help plan your wedding and also the one you plan on marrying. They will all leave.
Right now, I honestly wish some people would change. Well scratch that, I wish a lot of people would change. I wish they would just wake the f- up. The world doesn't revolve around them. You don't scream at little children who accidently hit you with shopping carts. You don't roll down your windows to scream some more at slow traffic. And why do people litter? I mean fuck, all you have to do is just keep your trash in your pocket and throw it out when you see a bin.
Forgive me for the cusses, I am at the peak of my anger.