16 Hours in PD

12:54 PM

Hi! It's been more than a month since I last blogged, I know. Finally done with finals. Hence, I'm also done with my first year of diploma.. just.. twenty four months to go.

Here are just some pictures I got at Port Dickson last Saturday.

Had quite a few roadtrips recently which inspired me to make a mix tape/mix CD to listen to on the road. It's so good that I'm listening to it now while blogging too, haha. Is it just me or does everyone fall in love with their own mixes? Haha

Currently on a hunt for inspiration. I've been so sad for the last couple of months. Well, practically since January. I try to get myself out there more often like mix around with new people and spend time with friends and all but in the end, I just go back to square one. I know one shouldn't be sad all the time but I also believe that maybe being so sad is just another step I have to take to feel okay again. There's a voice in my head telling me that I'm just living in denial. How does one kick a habit so easily? Like if you've gotten use to something to much and for so long, how do you just.. stop doing it? I'm also unsure of which stage I'm current at. Am I at the stage where I'm still in a rut or am I on the road to recovery?

This sadness, depression, state of unhappiness isn't healthy at all. So is my obsession with certain things.

I don't want to be sad anymore, I really don't and I really am trying.

La tahzan

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